I finally learned how to post from work so I no longer have any excuse to do otherwise.

I've been spending my down time at work ooohing and aaahing over designer shoes and handbags. Michael Kors, Marc Jacobs, Cole Haan, Pucci, Luella and Isabella Fiore make up at least 1/4 of my vocabulary. I actually have my eyes set on going to the mall today to pick up a bag i wont mention because I dont want to jinx it. Pretty moderately priced as expensive eyecatching bags go..only $200. Problem is: I have school starting in Sept and tuition comes straight out of my pockets.

How do you justify a bag for $200 when your education lays in the balance. My plan is to starve myself for the good of fashion. And this bag is just for me to carry my school books in.

My mom says she doesnt know where I got my attitudes about money. I spoil myself. I have a right to..no one else is doing it. I know people who have boyfriends who make money and they buy them expensive bags. I dont have that. I got a cat and all she's good for is following me around when im eating chicken. So I gotta do for me right? I figure 2 really nice things a year. Birthday and Christmas. And every other month something more moderately priced in the under $400 range. Okay maybe $450 with tax.

Surprisingly enough I have no horrid man stories to tell. No whiny entries folks. I've kicked all dudes to the curb. Actually if anyone's been reading this site since I got here..I had a boyfriend who I called Tbear..I loved him so much when he disappeared on me I entered a depression that would rival my darkness from last year. Well after a year out to sea or on holiday whichevathefuck..he writes me a message on Yahoo no less saying he'll talk to me later and he's been thinking about me. *yea uh huh*

Dont ask me why I love so fast and so hard I couldnt tell you. I figure the best thing to do is pour all that emotion into finishing schools and getting As. Once I got my degree and im successful then I'll grab up some man with baby momma drama I can treat like a community service project. How about a older divorcee? Either way..guys are out for the rest of '05.

Back to work folks I got Bergdorf Goodman on my mind.