If u dont want me then dont talk to me
Go ahead and free yourself

I got stood up yesterday. Supa Pimp Li usually wouldnt admit that but what made it so hilarious was that I totally called it. While IM'ing my best friend Adjoa before lunch at work I casually said "I dont think he's coming tonight." This is despite the fact that I asked YOU if u were coming 3 times and all times u looked me straight in my face and said yes. Well P.S. Batman was one of the hottest movies I've seen since I was able to open my eyes and it was probably best I didnt have you sitting next to me through it anyway.

But lemme tell u why im mad folks. Please dont consider me some kind of hard ass. Im oh so forgiving..but what I dont understand and really burns me everytime is how people make mistakes and dont even have the decency to be like sorry. Even if you know the person is gonna be like F U exit that way ---> still say SOMETHING! So in light of that I held my phone through the whole movie and a couple hours before I finally drifted off into a rum induced sleep waiting for some hokey explanation from you at least.

Well its now midday Saturday and still no response on that so free yourself nigga. Please dont feel obligated to speak to me come Monday because you have to deal with me glaring at you through lunch. I wont bother. However if you choose to finally confront the fact that you shredded my already fragile feelings by making me look like a dumbass all night an apology would be nice but you betta have a good backstory to go with it especially since u waited all of 3 days to explain yourself.

Im tired..exhausted..I dont think I can do it anymore. If I get my hopes up over one more dude in my life just to be disappointed I think my brain my crack. Some part of me is always holding out thinking one day Im gonna meet someone special. Someone who shares the same love of video games and graphics and movies. Someone I can easily talk to yet totally have some mindless conversation with that ends up in two people hysterically laughing over god knows what. Someone I can take a walk with in complete silence and just enjoy the fact that they're there.

Pfft..lemme come the fuck off cloud nine right now i got reality to deal with and it looks something like a messy room.

Maybe i'll be back later with more tales from my miserable week.